The Walls Have Ears

I am the wall!!!

but on a lighter note, IAP totally rox and im having a blast!! =D cool right?? i don't really miss school that much but i do miss my friends! =( jia ling and shy miss you both so much man!!! miss the laughing and talking crap and just hanging out and having a good time. but meeting at hairul's was fun. good to catch up and well we got to talk and laugh and yea meet up then rode in a car that amelia drove and that was a total experience man!! hahaha =p she's too tense but still a good driver man. uhm..nothing much going on..right now me just bored and can't play cause i have my mom lying right here complaining about the light being on. sigh i so needa find time to paint her room and fix that stupid cupboard. actually i would have done it sooner but when i tried that time it kinda collapsed on me and pinned me down. that was hilarious and thank goodness my mom wasn't around or all hell would have broken lose. haha!! =p anywaz im fine it was just funny and well a little painful lolx!!

just last saturday was ja's sweet 16 birthday party. man i wish i had that kinda stuff but then sigh not really my thing either. i mean the music and stuff but not the works...me not so into that big major party stuff. anywaz i was like the only adult to chaperoned a group of 15 and 16 year olds. well minus off that one 12 yr old who so didn't look her age man!! people thought she was me, cause she's very matured for her age. damn cool and sexy man!! and she's 12!!!! T.T don't know what to say man... anywaz since underage drinking wasn't allowed. hehe!! rule made by me thank you thank you thank you!! i know very mature of me to make that rule right?? =p anywaz that real adults all went for a wedding so yeah, me allow cause lionel and rina were only going to be arriving later. so i kinda confiscated all this beer and well...it was just sitting there and its not like i could leave it for the adults to see when the returned so when lionel and rina arrived and rina brought debbie along...we decided to drink tha beer ourselves since we're all of legal age. haha!!! stupid move man!!....the only ones who really drank was me and debbie and the worse it we kinda lost track of how much and turned out we both had about 12 cans each. we were damn high but at least i maintained my composure for surpervising. but man did my head hurt but the good thing is...i fell asleep so damn fast...faster then i probably ever had in my life man!! haha!!

but next morning....major hang-over and major headache....damn major...drank a banana milkshake cause i read somewhere that it helps...sigh..not by much...head kinda hurt all the way sunday and into monday. was advised to drink hot chinese tea...tried it and well feeling better...sigh...me wanna sleep... -.- zzZz

other then that uhm..let's see on friday i was on the phone and well i like queen's bohemian rhapsody and someone decided to sing it to me rather then just send me the song and i ended up laughing my head off and falling off my bed and knocking my head...but i still laughed till my mom came running wondering what the heck the loud sound was and saw me laughing so she knew i probably fell or banged some part of my body somewhere...told her where between breaths and she panicked and i had to put ice on my head which was kinda stupid cause i just had my shower and my hair was all wet....kinda redundant but oh well!! =D

long time since i've blogged and believe you me i got alot to tell....i kinda did a lota stupid things...great to write here and make all of you laugh at my stupidity and clumsiness but well you know me....me forgetful and well i don't remember all. hahaha!! =p but it was funny!!! not short term memory the info just kinda migrated from the front of my mind to the back. hahahaha!!! lame right but heck its late and im sleepy...i have the right to talk nonsensical crap...right?!?!?! of course!!!! =D

kk bed time!!!!! gdnite!!!!! hopefully i can update more frequently...but sigh...kinda busy with IAP and WoW!!! and now my new fav game!!! Text Twist!!!!! yahoo games...go and try it its fun..just now played and my highest score was 26,700!!!! im so happy its a record for me!!! =D kk GDNITE!!!!! =D

Change!!

Feel like changing the color of my layout...aint gonna be changin the layout but so gonna be changing the color theme...pink is just irking me...

today was like so cool...stayed in the hospital till like 7 then left..this week with Mr. Rossli so since he and les use to jam with the guitar and vocals me and vicky joined them. so it was like mr rossli played and then les sang, leader of the band and collin raye's love me. so nice....then i played a little tried to learn stumming but heck just cant seem to get it fully. haha can you imagine staying in the BME center till 7pm..mr rossli left earlier by like 6 something and the three if us left at 7.

the original plan was to just wait out the heavy rain that johnny claimed to be pouring down at 530. so sad, didn't wanna get wet so yeah wait. sigh. so we decided to play since i brought my tunner and lent to les. now just burning all those cranberries songs from the cds i borrowed from her. hahaha i love it there!!!!! =D

thought i'd probably be bored and not enjoy but i am i mean yeah i wish jia ling and shy were there...more fun to talk crap the whole day and just laugh all the time. miss that. but the atmosphere there is great and the people as well. down side...kasturi our admin assistant is going on a 2 week holiday!!!! OM-Goodness...so its like every afternoon we have to sit there and learn everything from her while she teaches us everything we need to know and believe me its alota!!! sigh...kk bed time gdnite!!1 =D

Update

Not much been going on...haha yeah right!! uhm where to begin?? first work is great and its fun just that there's alot of...very different characters around lolx!! other then that not much, now just been going around the A&E side and doing defibrillators..sigh..after doing them in general wards im like not too keen to be doing it again in A&E. kinda wanna do more on repairs then PM but apparently there's more PM to be done then repairs or BM...sigh...

last week tues had a little incident after lunch, left hand just went numb and froze, so was taken to TTSH A&E (ironic huh??) and since the doc didn't know what the problem was i was referred to the othopedic and since that doc doesn't know what's wrong either and since it still hurts, cant carry heavy things and cant bend it fast im going to be sent for duplex ultrasound (doppler) tomorrow and then on the 26th im scheduled for EMG (electromyograph; muscle)

but for now im going to write out today's report and then read my book and then sleep...i need sleep...gdnite!!!!

Fallen Out

Can you believe that on the first week of IAP i already had a two day MC because i passed out in the train to work, and now i have a 7 day MC from TTSH A&E because of my arm. can you believe it?!?!

it's like, ok les and vic went for commissioning at yew tee then i went to lunch with mr sng, johnny, mr yeow, john and mr david. then after eating and we were having drinks my arm just froze on me, it went numb and i couldn't feel anything and couldn't move it only could feel this sharp pain in my wrist. and as time went it moved up more and more towards the elbow side and the numbness also rose. ED doc said that it's either carpotunnel so a hardned muscle. sigh. have an appointment at clinic B1B next week tues but let's just hope that i don't need surgery and have it removed or cut away. scary thought.

other then that IAP is fun. so far i've done PM for defibs, ECG monitors, baxtor pumps, suction regulators, and lab scales. think i've finally learnt how to use theESA with much confidence. it's just the matter of getting use to the different TO's ESA. apparently john as this system for his. not too sure why and stuff but up to him so ok.

found out that im not exactly the best for admin work, im better off in the workshop and Not the font desk area. haha its like i screw up...still....cant seem to get those phone calls right and all the required details but so far ok. most everyone there is very helpful to help with the calls and the paging and everything.

still can't enter into my webfolder, foo says its cause im only in guest mode cause i haven't logged into NPNET yet...sigh...why so troublesome?? but for now i can't be bothered...i'l settle that over the weekend for now i wanna play WoW....only sad part is im sure to die alota and i can only use a mouse....sigh....how the hell to play like that!!?!? but still its better then not playing at all!!! just needa finish waiting for the patch to download, so slow.

nothing much to really say..nothing really interesting that i can write here but if you wanna hear click on me in msn and i'll tell you something hillarious!!! and then let you laugh at how stupid i can be like all the time!! [some people may write some of the time but not for me, must see individual hahahaahaha!!!!] kk time to play!!! =D

First Day of IAP

Overall it was fun and it was kinda boring. lolx!! September 26th was the first day and i got to do commissioning and safety testing for oxygen flowmeter. all 18 of them!! hahaha!! then it was lunch and we all went over to inland revenue building to eat and then headed back to BME center where me and vicky learnt how to use HECS (Hospital Equipment Control System) and then Ms. Kasturi taught me how to answer the phone and take down messages and how to page and all those other stuff...sigh..so much to remember and its like i have this phobia if she's not around and i have to answer the phone. hahaha!!

so far evryone is really nice and friendly!! lesley is like so jovial all the time and then ms. kasturi is like a mother to evryone there, john is interesting to listen to and talk to. haha havent really talked to evryone but yeah they're all nice people!! =D

today was kinda boring though. mainly looked through contracts and then did some HECS then searched for files...sigh...and tomorrow still have to continue searching for all those files...and there's alot man!!! its like every room in that center is a cabinet for files. hahahaha!!

kk for now its time to play a little while. just got the card for WoW but havent even registered yet. haha!! but i shall do so now then read my overdue book a while hahahah!!!! =D

Charlene

didn't want to write this here but then the more i think of it the more i feel that everyone shoild hear about her, how great and adorable she is. she's the cutest, most loving and most adorable creature that probably walked this earth in a long time. not fussy just cute in every way possible. she's pudgy and cute with big round eyes that are alwaz looking for food. =) she happily walks around and had such a good life that she'd just open any closed door, enter and plop down on the floor; right in front of the fan/door or under the air-con. cute right?!? =D

she'd stride up and lay down looking at you and wait for you to pet her, if you don't then she'd get up and plop her head on your lap and look at you wait then plop back on the floor, by this time your already petting her, and she'd fall asleep and go kabongz right there next to you or on your lap with her drool penatrating through your skin/pants or all over the floor.

still remember everytime i went over she'd alwaz block your bedroom door and i couldn't walk through unless i stepped over her. lolx!! then that time i was studying DE she plopped right over all my notes and drooled hahaha that was funny!! and that time we were playing magic and she opened the door; i have no idea till today how she does it though lolx; then she walked over all the cards on the floor then you said, "charlene....." then she looked back and walked over and laid right over the cards in our libraries and graveyards. hahahaha!!! and she slept!! hahaha!!!

even though i was allergic to her i still fell in love with her man, how not too?? she's just so lovable!! only a little over a year i've known her and yet i feel so much. sigh.

7:30pm

shuxin messaged me saying to pray for his doggy...i knew that she was to be put to sleep cause she was suffering but still its very different to hear it and to know its being done. honestly im not anticipating any call from him tonight.

anywaz, at least this way doggy will be happy and healthy. God will carry her and hold her close in His arms and love her abundantly!! forever!!! for eternity!! and one day all will be reunited!! and yes she's family!!!

im prayer!! and will alwaz pray for her to be happy wherever it is that she is destined to go with the Father. but i pray she's healthy and is able to accept what is to be done to her.....sigh....

Alwaz Something Better To Do

Ever notice that there's alwaz something better to do whenever there's something important that needs to be done?? like right now, im suppose to be studying but im blogging. haha!! why is that?? i mean its not that i don't wanna study its just that im losing my mood for concentrating and reading these notes and honestly this whole thing on MRI, X-Ray and Ultrasound isnt exactly going through my head. sigh. worse still first paper...sigh.... needa get those tuts and minniproject in man. life sucks.

waiting for IAP to start but then still scared hahaha!! cant play!! hopefully can enjoy though. we'll see =D

for now...STUDY!!!!!!! T.T

New Colors

Like my blog colors?? hahaha actually i wanted a blue scheme bt then sigh..it didnt look that great and unfortunatly; i hate red and pink; it actually looked good so sigh..yeah decided to use it. not sure for how long exactly though.

anywaz project is over and now its exams. sigh again. but i don't worry about exams as much as project. but oh well. three papers then its all over. no more going over and hanging out at the BME center. no more finding seats and trying to decide what to eat at canteen 2. no more lunches with shy and jia ling and all. in a way im gonna miss it all but then im glad that it's attachment time. only one problem. fooL just might be and haha probably will be my LO..sigh...but what to do?? at least he's not a direct annoyance to me. hahahaha!! just hope i can get through these exams then not screw up IAP. lolx. kk CSI time!!! =D

Final Review

'How'd the review go?' most famous question this week..but ha!!! fooL sucks man!!!! oh yeah this blog entry contains alota anger and a whole lota cursing which shall not be put into symbols because it's harder to type like that. anywaz...like i was saying...

overall was prepared and ready for the review, went to school at 730am to go through the report gave mr chua to read (junior that is) then went for lessons and after class ended at 1130am we went and ate and clement and martin joined us, me and jia ling that is. then went back to class and rehearsed the slides with mr chua and he corrected some things and told us that it was ok. so we made the changes and then waited for the review time, 2pm.

printed out a copy of the final report and went down to the conference room, not ava but conference room which was already a little freaky as is. took a seat and talked amongst ourselves and mdm tan then learnt that since mdm tan had to leave for a lab test PB06, 07 and 08 would present first then it was PB09 cause jeremy had to leave for the hospital, then it would be PB01, 02, 03, 04 and finally us..PB05.

shy went first for presenting that amelia and once done that idiot of a fooL asked her right then and there to calculate out the gain...what the hell man!!!! i mean come on no person in their right mind does that but this bloody freakin' a**hole!!!! obviously like any of us she froze and was nervous and couldnt answer...foolL took it to be a way of defeat over her...sigh that moronic idiot of an unwanted species!!! and worse is he did this to practically ever group..with that stupid little smirk on his face that you literally i mea LITERALLY wanna just punch right off his god-for-saken face!!! stupid freakin' jerk!!!

came to the ending and it was afiq and zul's turn and their com didnt work, not their fault mind you but that moron just hasta comment..and know what he says..'this is why we open the room early, you should come here and check your computer and not make us wait like this..' idiot!! he thinks what!!! so me and jia ling went first then later passed jia ling's com to them to use...but first our presentation..

the presentation was going ok if you ask me and mr chua (junior) smiled and nodded his head so yeah we thought we were pretty ok and not gonna be that bad off so the nerves went off and we were presenting..then it came to the conclusion...ok it was stated that it wasn't available, the IrDA that is..but then it's true we haven't bought it because it wasn't available to us. then he was like how come we didn't buy earlier, then we told him about the wanting to use Bluetooth module but the PDA couldn't open the com port..then he was like sitting there smirking at us..wanted to just take the pointer and shove right into his eyes and gorge them out man!!

then he was like so can we show that the IrDA works, so naturally i said yes cause i thought he meant showing that SCI2 can send out and well yeah that's the whole point of the hyper terminal!!! but to him that wasn't valid..sigh idiot!!! then we were trying to ask whether he wants the IrDA module to work or the process of sending to work, you know show that it works? cause i mean code warrior is all programmed and working just well yeah like mr chee said later noisy but obviously..

then he was like sitting there resting back in the chair saying just answer then question yes or no...bloody freakin bastard man!! so we said yes/no!! then mr chua (senior) was saying that if we use a stacker its not possible...but we don't plan on using the stacker we plan on buying off the shelf...pre-done for the microP...just connect it'l run!! but then we just said no if that's what that little asshole wants then no obviously not possible!! then he was like 'fine' ok now afiq and zul you can start your presentation...uhm hello you idiot!! we weren't even done!!!

so we told afiq that we weren't done and he said ok and he and zul stood aside then we told that jerk that we weren't done and you know what that bastard has to say?!?! with a smirk that is '..from what i can see..there's no point in continuing..' ...freakin bloody bastard!!!!

so fine then we just walked off and let afiq use the com then closed our ppt to let them open there's...and then that moron just don't know when to shut his asshole of a mouth up..he comments on jia ling's desktop picture saying that it tells alot about her personality...saracticaly that is...so what if she likes romantic films....it was a pic of the movie first daughter with katie holmes...nothing wrong its personal..and it wasn't meant to be seen...she pissed at him both of us walked outta the room heck with that lame excuse of a person sitting there and went back the the BME center washroom and cursed like you wouldnt believe...i know jia ling was upset at his comment on her desktop...that was uncalled for...he could just keep his comments to himself..i mean its not like i go around telling him that wearing the same freakin shirt for a week tells a whole lot about his hygene!! not to mention his belt...hello!?! what not only is he a waste of space and breathe must we see his pathetic way of so-called tuckin in his tummy...the guy is so stupid he can't even wear a belt proporly...what the hell is that man!!! you see any of us complain?!? i think not...so he should start shuttin up too man...

later when it came to showing how the project really works me and jia ling sat there gave black face to that creature and only acknowledged mr chee...talked to mr chee and specifically said..'mr chee would u like to step on the scale or just run?' everything was just to mr chee and the worst part now is...outta my three chairs...one is now contaminated....how to sit!!!! i don't want the chair anymore the only thing i was happy about was that earlier when i was sitting on the table i put my feet on the chair and left a shoe print and that print went straight from my chair to his pants..hahahaha!!!! just wish the chair wasn't the medium of passing the print and it really was my foot to his ass man!!!

bloody idiot!! freakin jerk!!! asshole!!! freakin bastard!!!! cant wait for BPD to be over...and there's no ay in hell i want him as a supervisor but if it happens then haha im totally gonna ignore him....after all he did...friday at 8 plus he confiscate amelia's board but states that he took it to help her with the heart rate...yeah right that liar!! i wish i could just wring him man!!! amelia was right the only thing this thing is good for is bullshitting man!! all he does is talk crap and its irrelevant!! what the hell!!! argh!!!!! moronic idiot, freakin bastard jerkface!!!!! 2 more weeks to PROVE to him that we can get it working and interfaced!! stick it to him and make him havta shut up!! just keep that freakin mouth of his shut forever man....freakin idiot!!! full of lame excuses...nothing relevant and nothing meaningful...all crap..all nothing but crap!! bullshitter!!

Blackout

Falling and stumbling in the darkness. that's exactly how i feel both literally and mentally.

blacked out in church today...three times...twice in the sacturary and once in the guest room...falling and stumbling...falling and stumbling..endless...eternal...

cant wait for project to be over. waiting for tuesday then all will be free...exams not that bad anymore...not as stressful as this...just two more days and we're all free....

24hrs just aint enough

24 hours in a day and there's 7 days a week and there's 4 weeks in a month, and we spend 6 months on a project that practically no one is near to finishing. sigh. 24 hours is not enough..therefore 4,032 hours in a 6-month period. sounds like a lot yeah i know but then its like ok first 6-weeks was VPP so that would then make it 3,024 hours as L3K1. so that's like 3,024 hours to do project research and hadware/software components and still manage classes and then mini-projects and assignments and mini-assingments..sigh. and its not like everyone really goes and studies 24/7 i mean e needa sleep or at least i know i do!! for goodness sake i've been late for classes lately cause can't wake and then if i stay late then haha i end up falling sick or something goes wrong. sigh...depressing man but what to do??

one week..just one more week and it's all over. in a way i'll miss it cause i'll miss some of the people and my friends but then i can't wait for the experience now. was scared but now im actually excited for it to come. lolx!! just hope i get where i want...therefore till now i don't know but i shall not say. =D really really want it so yeah. hahaha!! lame but heck!

kk time to start on the FINAL REPORT...the dreaded report of all time!!! sigh. write and compile...sigh 'me no wanna edit to third person' *sobz* lolx!! haha no jia ling like "what the hell" hahahaha!!! 'me bored, me no wanna write...me gonna go crazy soon' or maybe i already have...hahahahahaha!!!! =D kk report time...sigh...*sob sob sobz* ='(

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Don't really know what to say so decided not to say much. life can be so depressing and sad...but then again it can be so full of joy and happiness.

but for now its stress out with all the projects..sigh.. =D

When the Role is Called Up Yonder

Ever heard the song?? maybe in church?? maybe at a funeral, i don't know but i do know when i hear this song. everyone of us labour on this earth to strive for things that if you really look at it are all materialistic, some more then others but still. sigh. aunty mary george passed away today..peacefully from what i hear but still no the less. i can only imagine how uncle feels right now. depend on her in life and now with her gona i'd bet anything he's pretty much spiritually and mentally gone. only physically shall he remain but for how long??

sometimes i ask my mom that question. i know she's pretty much as gone as my dad is. it doesn't matter what you say or do its still the same because facts don't change to what you want them to be. facts are just facts. i know that when God calls us home we should be more then happy to go with no regrets or wanting to turn back cause He knows what's best for us and when, but then its alwaz the ones left behind that seem to suffer and leave more then the others. i just don't get it.

i know i should probably be over and done with this whole issue but its not that simple to just forget and chuck one side. ever since appachan passed away its been like this whole thing with me, something's missing and there was a hole then there was two but now it feels like so many more that i just can't count them anymore. it's not sadness where you want to cry, but its more of this emptiness that lies there once the news is told, later then thoughts and actual emotions flood. i mean i may not know her well or her husband but i know they are nice and that unlce is like my appachan so yeah that's all that i need to know, their good people!!

through life and death joy and pain still shared. ironic in a way yet enlightening. thinking more and pondering really gets me to think that maybe some people are just destined to be together to take care of each other and love one another. through good and bad and even when you're old, to take care of each other and continue to love in life and in death. to break the wedding vows of loving and honouring till death do them part, cause some people just can't stop loving someone even when they're gone. but then again life is full of these kind of things. promises made that hard just so hard to break but then it breaks you down completly inside.

sometimes i wish that death wouldnt occur but then maybe the only way to prevet it is to let it just take as much as you as possible until you just get so use to it. sigh..one solution maybe...i don't know but i hope not....i really really hope not....

Finally

Finally!! i was able to create a layout that i like and that's just me and well yeah its all my own. hahaha!! im so proud of me and well yeah i know im suppose to be studying but heck i totally screwed CE so what's MIIT..it can wait till tomorrow...hehe!! anywaz there will be more modifications so please bear with the its there and not its not kinda layout especially with the text. lolx!!

anywaz tomorrow gonna finally get my hair cut...well more like a trim but still haha then its study the whole day and maybe after the review i'l start on modifications and swapping things here and there. but for now...comments are well appreciated!! i wanna know what you guys think if my plain layout but heck i'l do something but how so far?? =D hahaha kk time for sleep...nite nite!!

Speechless

Hahahaha i had no clue that my dear jia ling still had time to come in and read my blog. haha i alwaz had this thinking where yeah url is given but hardly anyone really read this except shy cause she'd be complaining when i didn't write but then agreed that there was no time. hahaha!!

anywaz been reading through BI and i swear nothing i mean nothing is staying in my head..sigh..its like all memorize, everything memorize...CE pass or fail 60% mcq...sigh..MIIT i have some hope but BI is like this total gone case for me..i mean seriously these people think what?? we students have super brain power to memorize everything, i mean i know its important to know but geez...anywaz i better get back to reading, still got those case studies to look through. in mel right?? better go look and see if can save...sigh...

Stressed

Ever felt like you were being buried alive by work?? honestly i don't think i have, i mean yeah stressed and everything but not really buried cause it's alwaz been managable..but now its like there are so many projects that i've literally put on hold and its kinda pathetic. and makes me feel useless, i mean like i cant manage stuff and all that..sigh..

anywaz enough about project and Ct's and everything. interesting part of today..HDB inspection of windows haha and i never knew that our top windows weren't up to standard. hahaha!! i mean firstly we just bought the place and didnt pay attention to those kinda things and never really bothered to know who the contractor was so yeah it wasn't HDB...lolx but not our fault haha!! then cause we like never i mean never open those small windows on the top of the window so yeah never really noticed only kept up with the one's we alwaz open so now gotta change the screws, they're gettin' rusty. hahaha!! my mom was like "now what" and i was like "hahahahahah!!!!!!" so yeah think my neighbour thought we were like two crazy people cause most home owners would i don't know...panic but heck just change and its HDB doing and we get it free cause of everything that went on so yeah. hahaha!! i just think this is funny the guy was like " your top windows are potential killer windows" nice phrase man...

nothing much going on today, basically just stayed home and studied and well yeah didnt clean much either but then again, joke of the day..my mom's and my sis' cupboard..both broke. hahaha!! can you image both of them now have all their clothes on their beds and its like haha kk wait until can get a cupbaord and all will be cleaned..lolx..and im gona re-arrange my room yet again..thinking of shifting my desk to the corner where the head of my bed is now, facing the window and my bed still in the same direction but more to the middle of the room, then the keyboard under the shelf and the chair i have no idea yet..but how's it sound so far?? lolx, shy give answer!!! hahahaha!!

study break making me crazy?? nope BPD did a pretty good job of that already, hahaha!! laughing like no one would ever believe but heck..just for the heck of making people laugh i literally started mimicing shuxin's character in that game he plays, so i acted out the fight scene with sound effects until he made his character dance then haha yeah did that until he and i were laughing and my mom and neighbour just thought the two of us were crazy cause we were sitting on the couch me so called watching my korean drama and he playing..hahahaha!! worse then two little kids man. lolx!!!

just the other day at church achan came up to me and asked how my dad was, i was like huh?? and then he realized he asked the wrong preson the wrong question, he meant to ask my cousin cause my uncle just had surgery but achan was like...im so sorry...then even when i told him it was ok people sometimes still ask he was like...yeah but not from your achan and well yeah that's true. but then it was unintentional and innocent so yeah he's forgiven, its the banks who i can never forgive!! but anywaz..who am i to complain right?? right!! so be happy and smile like there's gona be no tomorrow, ok!! aja!!! hahahahahahahaha! =D

Hiatus

Been very long since i've last written and guess what, same old same old..been busy like you would never believe. i mean how ridiculous is this?? my other hotmail account was closed and all my mails were deleted!! just because i haven't exactly been online lately...sigh...bye bye autopy report.....=(

other than that, project is moving ever so slowly. serious final review on 16 of august and the final report is like not even half way done, software takes up like at least 6 pages of the report so far and then hardware i have no idea what to write and then there's the fact that this report is like a freaking user manual i have no clue how to really write it and its not like i can just continue on from the interium..sigh..again!! then now the PDA can export but its only in .txt format so yeah now i have to get the VB (visual basic) to read a text file within a database...sigh..databus can be created and the template is there but just can't get it to read. but at least can input the data but can't read the data from an outside file.

then there's still the IrDA (infra-red) to program to send out the information from the microP to the PDA. sigh. really hope jia ling can get the PDA to store and send over..and not forgetting the strain gauges...at least and hopefully mr chua will solve the LCD problem soon.

and not forgetting CT's is like starting in two weeks, next week study break so yeah gona cram like nobody's busniess!!! right now at least got a bit of time to write something here. there's a BME gathering over at LT61 so yea im gona be going over soon with shy for the food!! hahaha!! kk better be heading over catered for 120 students but then haha no clue how many are really gona show up so yeah fill tummy and then pack back and run off. just nice, home in time for crime night. =D

KaabongzZz

Been like ages since i've last written anything here, but its true been busy like you wouldn't believe. its fun yet so stressful and packed wit hwork. i mean its literally asssignment after assignment. sigh. final review coming in like 4weeks and then still needa get the final report done which if you ask me is more like a freaking user manual then anything else. sigh. what am i suppose to write; "just place your weight its a tac-switch which will auto turn on and then just enable infrared and send.." >.< like so what right?!?! i mean yeah i get the point of it and stuff but its just rediculous to an extent cause not everyone's is like user manual kind...its tough but sigh no choice right??

MIIT miniprojet i haven't started on anything but i know for sure that PDA portion is like so going to jia ling, i mean come on..hello!! then me and shy will split the imaging thing and the ultrasound, im so hoping to take the ultrasound part, hehe did MIIT report on it. lolx!! lame right??...which reminds me clem wants the WISP findings by next wed.."Cambodia Killing Fields" sigh..what a topic huh?? can't believe he wanted to do everything, stress man!!

BI still searching for a case that's kinda the reason why im still online at this hour and not in bed, i just got so sick of staring a screen that's not displaying info that i want. sigh. and my com is lagging when i type its like so ticking me off...everything today is just been getting on my nerves, i swear man im happier when im in school even though i'm stressed out. at least there's somewhat peace of mind. sad huh?? =p

so damn sleepy but then again....too much to do, unfortunately i left my MIIT lab sheets in class so i don't know the calculations nor the answers to some questions so tomorrow have to go in early and do then submit. so troublesome. oh yeah today's des' b-day!! =D and suraj's as well. one 30 one 18 not bad huh..=D hahaha!!

think i should get back to researching, next thurs is presentation and i'm like no where near even starting...sigh....totally sucks but oh well =D back to pullin an all nighter..

I'm back....but not for long

Wanted to change layout but then, sigh, no time and well wanted a break but since that didn't happen, and mc's don't exactly count, i guess i'm back somewhat..but not for long. basically nothing much to update...project project and even more project, i know it gives me a headache too..sigh. oh yeah brochitis is back..sigh to that too..

seriously this semester is like more packed then 2.2 which is like i so wish i kept my mouth shout half the time then so i can complain now but then again its not like it wasn't tough then cause it was and well i find now too but mainly cause of the assignments and how close and soon their deadlines are. sigh again.

apparently there's nothing cheerful about this entry just me sighing away and complaining more and more about project and classes. boring is my choice word but then again keeping sane these days sure ain't easy especially with people forever at you heels, alwaz having you running around on your toes. sigh. but what to do?? nothing so yeah...kk back to dreamweaver....sigh....this better turn out nice man!!

I Needa Break

I so needa break so think this just might be my last entry for awhile, the least. i need rest and i so needa get my butt moving on the project but heck im too lazy and tired. seriously no mood to open mr kou's book to read...sigh..maybe tomorrow? but if i keep saying that then nothing will ever get done. passport gonna expire soon, real soon and still nothing..sigh..thought this week could get done but then FOP and well i need the CCA points. literally!! but then again not like i can enter any university anytime soon, still have that bond to pay off. then its bye bye and off to university!! =D can't wait. i know its more stress and everything but i'm like so looking forward to it and not so much attachment, working life just ain't my life, school so is.

i love studying, i find it fun. am i crazy?? i don't believe so even though sometimes in my mind i hear those words form but then my heart says its all wrong and the more i come to think of attachment, 26 September, i get more scared then anything else. weird, or just plain freaky?? don't know and don't really care all i know is in my mind im ok with it but my heart and everything else is afraid. of what i have no clue, maybe if i just try it, it might not be as bad. worse fear: screwing up. i mean yeah i ask alota questions and it worries me that i can't do that at work, i'll be expected to just know. i'm go going to be holding every moment in school dear to me man!! so dear!!!

but still i need a break, i well deserved break and therefore no more blogging for a while, might even be a long while i don't know, maybe when i have time and actually change my blog skin i'll start up blogging again. hahaha!! so far just haven't seen anything i like. looking for something plain but nice...i want boarders and all that stuff but yea something real plain...but everything everywhere is like, pictures everywhere and there ain't no way in hell i'm using one of those, just not my current mood right now, or phase..maybe i'll go search a while the clothes soak before starting dinner. sounds like a plan. =D