Why am I even here typing this? I myself have no clue. I rather be working on my poem, but for some reason it's just not coming out right.

There is just so much I want to express, say, shout out! Unfortunately, well fortunately for those around, I can't! So everything is locked away inside of me and let me just say this, I have way too many things locked up as it is! I so need to sit down and sort through everything but as we all know; it ain't ever going to happen so no point dwelling on it.

Guess all I really want to get out for starters is Judgement Day; D-day. It came and left and has been celebrated ever since. Though, I kind of want another one of those days; just to change things up a little. Second was...something that I'm not sure how to phrase it into words let alone and sentence. Thrid is loyalty. Does loyalty rule over all matters! But does it still apply to family and friends? The people whom you love? Can you honestly, with full integrity chose loyalty over everything else; right or wrong? This is where the gray area falls.

The pivital moment is everyone's life; or at least I'm hoping it is, would be deciding where the barrier lies. Where is this line and how fine is it. And most importantly, how close is too close? Especially when it comes to wanting to; just for fun, teeter on this fine line. I do not know. And honestly, sometimes I do not wish to know and other times I long to know.

Anyone there?

Sometimes I seriously wonder if this site een gets any visits. But then again it's not like I'm posting that often either, but still!

Work has been pretty ok, not everything went smoothly, but that's life. Most obstacles were faced and stuff, so yeah. What can I say? Oh I know! How about the topic of people who stick their nose's where it don't belong! Seriously and with all honesty, unless I mention something that would give that person; or anyone for that matter, the right to say something, I would really appreciate them just keepin their opinions to themselves.

Why the sudden outburst? Well, it started today in church, mom was talking and certain assumptions were made by the other party. Which I myself don't really appreciate! Observations are allowed to be made, no problem there, suggestions can be given, but when you start to get all, "you need this and that" kind of stuff going on; then we have a problem. Not everyone has the same problems and we can't just expect them to be because they sound or seem similar. We really need to analysize the situation as a whole in order to truely understand and give feedback. Not just whacking either, serious and whole-hearted constructive suggestions and remedies to these problems. . . .