Update

Been yet another while since i've last written anything here. trying to get myself to write more often but just can't get myself to actually do that.

again nothing much really going on. im just sitting here right now typing this, typing whatever comes to my head. doubt this will be long cause im like chatting while i write this. haven't really been thinking much so yeah no thoughts or anything for today. not that there's nothing on my mind its just that its like so much and i don't know how to get it all out and into words. easier said than done. sigh.

lately things don't surprise me that much, nothing really amazing going on lately either. heard about some stuff but eh...sigh. can't wait for friday, amelia's 21st birthday, finally get to catch up with shy and jia ling. been wanting to talk to them but its like, i don't wanna talk on the phone for long and when im online its like they're not. sigh.

just last sunday was achen's last service with this church in singapore. kinda sad to see him leave, never seen anyone so involved with the youth before like he was, never really seen anyone just say yes and encourage and never say 'no'. wonderful man, a cheerful, joyous man. i still remember the first time i met him was here at the house the day my dad's body was brought back. he just stood there and when i came out smiled at me and shook my hand.
he just smiled.....

april's coming to an end soon, and that means the months are going by fast and they're gonna be getting faster in just another week. everything is counted, everything has a time and a number. don't ask too much you don't wanna know.

i miss the normal days. when things were perdictable and i knew what i was doing and who i would be with for the days to come, but now its like all up in the air at all times and im not liking it very much. nothing ventured, nothing gained. i don't really like that saying when its applicable to me. anyway, i just had something pop up in my head so gonna go and write that all down. for some reason i find it not meant to be posted here. =D hehe!! if you wanna know (shy, jia ling) just sms me or msn ok?!
bye-bye!!!

New

Everything is new now. new layout, new year, new job new everything. just hope it stays as new after a few months. lolx!!!

so far work is a little boring. i started on monday april 3rd, had training for like the first 2 days after that it was to the field. did a couple PM at NUH and then 3 pumps at TTSH. i miss is there, les is the same and kasturi as well. everything with those two was just do. colin was the same. miss those days of attachment there. stressed about it so much but now i miss it like crazy. anywaz im working with baxter healthcare and i was employed for their upgrading project. heck a jobs a job, i mean it does get boring and stressful but overall it is fun. i love the actual working on the pumps. taking them apart and then putting them back together, love the sense of doing something right when i actually get to repair and rectify a problem with it. so cool. but the fact of knowing what's exactly wrong with the equipment aint that simple. it takes experience to know those faults.

miss poly life, miss my frenz more then anything!! we so needa meet up and hang out!!!!! that's an order not a suggestion. lolx!! =p but yeah miss that laughing and the joking around just talking crap and laughing till my stomach hurts. =D

not really in the mood to write out a proper entry or anything. not like anything major's gone on. today is Palm Sunday...and this is passion week !!!! which means service throughout the week as well as a holiday ( i know its a sad day but its a day off from work but its spent in church) and then there's Easter!!! i love this holiday. easter and christmas. the birth and ressurection of Christ)

guess i'l end it here. maybe i'l post my long entry eventually. not done with it yet but still debating whether or not to post it publicly...have to check with shy and jL first tho. lolx!!

gdnite!!