Home Sweet Home

Finally back here to write yet another entry and guess what, my computer's space-bar key totally broke on me like about a week again or so. Sigh. But so far so good with typing and all, I mean it may not be as fast as last time but managable since it's just one pathetic little push tactile button there to press. Most of the time I actaully end of missing. LOL

Work? So far been pretty okay and managable, sometimes; okay most of the time I'm way to lazy to really get out of bed and all but still I enjoy going to work every morning! It's like hello, i have yet another family to go to every day, and that includes Tan Tock Seng Hospital Staff as well.

Apart from that, things at home seem to going pretty smoothly; no like major problems or anything. Been really busy though these past few days trying to settle things and all that. I'm like so stuck in the middle right now. It's not like it's a bad thing or anything, just that it makes life harder when you're being squashed by people whom you thought would always be there to help you - true friends and not just more acquantices, but then again who am I to say any of this?

Man, never thought that pouring out your thoughts onto a website free for just about anyone to read would actaully feel this personal. It's like I feel I'm free to write whatever I feel or think without having to think twice, only downside is that names need to be refrained from use here. But then again come to think about it, it's easier to get over something or to deal with something when it becomes third-party to you; or me. On top of that, it's as though it never happened. You can get it off your chest and still feel as though you're the one reading this and not really experiencing it first-hand. Wrong? Maybe, but still helps a great deal for me and hopefully everyone out there too. A journal that can be used to let things out and to release built up tension and all and your friends can read it and help you through but indirectly.

Making Peace With God

'But' can be such a great word! 'There's been a car accident but no one has been hurt.' 'I lost my wallet but it was returned with all the money still in it.' 'My alarm didn't go off but I still caught the bus.' The word 'but' often introduces some good news when things are looking bleak. Thank God that Ephesians 2:4 starts with a 'but'!

In verses 1-3, Paul describes the desperate situation of not knowing Christ. It is a picture of death, slavery and condemnation. Paul then goes on to systematically show how each of these things is reversed in Christ.

Whereas we were dead in sin and transgression, now we have become alive (v.5). Whereas we weremenslaved and held captive by evil forces, now we sit on thrones alongside Jesus (v.6). Whereas we were condemned, now we ahve been saved from condemnation (v.4-5).

It is exciting and dramatic picture of what happens when we respond to the gospel. Our spiritual rags of death , slavery and condemnation are replaced with spiritual riches of life, enthronement and salvation.

Paul keeps the most unbelievable thing for last. This rags to riches story is like no other you'll hear. Most rags to riches stories revolve around someone succeeding because of his or her own hard work and determination. But (there's that word again) the amazing message of the gospel is that we are taken from spiritual rags to richies for free. We contribute nothing. It is not our efforts that achieve it; it is God's efforts through Jesus. It is a free gift out of God's sheer mercy and love and grace (v.8-10)

There's even more to be said. In verses 11-22, Paul gives another perspective on our spiritual rags to richies story. This time he is not so much concerned with our reconciliation with God as with our reconciliation with each other.

*i found this while in Australia for training, we were going to use this sheet of paper as a rough paper to place under the pump head mechanism while appliying loctite. anyways, i don't know what made me want to open this folded piece of paper and read it's contents, but i did and i'm glad that i did. i found this passage written on it. after reading through it, i found it to be so true and relative to what i was going through at that point of time. God's timing and way of showing us things is perfect, just right! after arriving back in Singapore i read through Ephesians, the whole book. the passage made more sense to me, and hopefully to you guys too.

May God's Blessing and Perfect Timing Always Be With You and Upon You!

One Week

So far it has been one week that shuxin is in camp and whether anyone wants to read this or not i'm still going to type it. i miss him!!! and he gets out on friday, can't wait till friday!! saturday i'm going over and think i just might cook mash potatoes for him. lolx!! he loves mash potatoes!!

today was out for like the whole day. went to church enjoyed that then there was a AGM so we left and then i remember half way in the bus that i forgot my umbrella so i went back to church to get it and ended up running into Soma and haven't really spoken to her so was talking to her and mom was rushing me, then ajay came and called for a quick youth meeting with just the few of us. Octoberfest is going to be happening and i'm on the committee and this time i really do want to participate and get involved, just can't spread myself too thin. and most importantly can't back out at all!! then mom came in and bugged me about leavin' because of meeting reshu but he was late and i was later, ok that's like not a good excuse but it is the truth. anywaz ate at swenson's then went over to starbucks were we had coffee and talked and laughed for hours before heading home for me and to his sis' place for him to study for tomorrow's exam. lolx!!

oh yeah worked has confirmed me a permanent staff but i have yet to talk about pay and benefits and all that. soon i hope! i love work though, it is fun and i enjoy everyday with those guys. which brings me back to my original TGIF lolx!! was doing filing on friday and found out from tina first hand that TTSH has 159 pumps for commissioing this coming monday and an additional 85 from MOH for all NHG hospitals. sigh. NUH has 50 pumps and i thought that was alot now it's like near to triple that number over at TTSH. but as long as i have the room and my hammy is still there it is all good and fun, once gone then going to be a little more weird and ackward i feel, not sure yet though.

sivam's been messaging and calling me recently, he's nice and friendly, i'm blessed literally to have a friend like him in my life and i only wish and hope and pray that he sees that too! he books out on thursday so might meet with him on friday and then going to shuxin's place saturday morning!! =D but for now i need to sleep, tomorrow is yet another working day and i really need to try not to be late...... lolx =p

Shuxin's Going NS TMR!!!!!

Last minutes checks are being made, making sure all things are packed. hehe!! on the phone now actaully with shuxin and well yeah im sad that he's going in and i wont be able to talk to him or anything like that but then in a way its a good experience for him i just hope he doesnt change too much. honestly i doubt he'll change in character or personality and all that but then again its hard to say now.

well everything is packed and there's nothing much for me to write here. works been going good and well im in the process of being converted to permanent and today i brought back all the service books for all the hospitals to tally the PHMs and Batteries that have been used. sigh. nothing tallies properly. at least i got tomorrow off cause im following shuxin and his parents to tekong!! lolx!! just might see andy there since his brother is enlisting tomorrow as well. old man going in too. lolx!! all one shot. hehe.

a certain someone's been away for a while and well i've kinda missed seeing them at the office. i mean yeah i got more freedom when they're not around but then again its self-entertaining to have "them" around. haha!! oh and today i was joking around with andy and jackson and i was making them laugh from what happened earlier in the day actaully more like just that morning and then i told jackson that tomorrow he should spin around in 3 circles everytime he crossed a road, he said i was crazy and we were all laughing hysterically and then Soo (big big boss) walks in and we couldn't stop laughing! i know it sounds lame but at that time it was just hillarious! but he was telling us that it was okay cause you should be able to have fun at work and enjoy yourself at work otherwise what's the point in working. haha! i agree but then i felt bad cause it gives this impression that we're not working and just playing but then we did have the books and papers everywhere. andy was calculating and jackson was reading the results for the HomeChoice and well i was just going through all the books. but it was classic!!! after that all three of us had the same reaction, OM-Goodness we just laughed at the boss' face man!!! it was like "nice one man" but yeah it was too funny and we couldnt stop cause he came in once we like started laughing. haha!

anywaz i gotta go cause even though im not working i still gotta get up early shuxin's dad's picking me up from my place here to go to pasir ris terminal to that the shuttle to get to the ferry to go tekong. gdnite!!!!!

Changing

Change is a good thing as long as you're ready for it. that's why i ask myself that like everyday, "am i really ready for this?" usually the answer is no but there is that occasional yes every now and then. but overall change is a good thing and well yeah im learning that, slowly but surly. hehe!!

i rearranged my room recently, more like just yesterday and well yeah i like it very much. its something different and all that. lolx!!

hmm let's see?? there's isn't really much of anything else going on. work then come home and well yeah bath, eat then sleep. haha haven't really even had time for friends and family. sigh. that's actually very bad, but then its like not really something that can be helped. kinda. oh oh i bought a new book that im reading cause i finished my other one. don't think i posted about this...hmm???

anywaz, i've started becoming a more avid reader so im buyong books one after the other once i finihs reading them. borrowing..nah don't really like the condition of the book but some i wouldnt mind reading again after some time. serious. ok anywaz, i just finsihed Painted House by John Grisham (good book and good author) now im reading City of Falling Angels by John Benette another good book. about Venice (places and people are all non-fictional) a good historical book that makes you feel like you're right there walking through the streets or sitting on one of the gondalas going through the many canals or the vaporette beautifully written and the descritpion is just wow. its not like some of those others that are like totally off the point, this one will make you think or feel that way at first but as you read on you find out it's all linked and intertwined together. so cool. anywaz my show's gonna be starting soon. honestly i don't see anything so great about this new show Ghostwhisperer but then i'm like just transfixed and i have to watch it. if i miss it its like ..man!!! haha. but there's one thing i can't miss and that's my Crimenight which comes on every Friday at 11pm. hehe lolx!! i know it goes till really late but heck i just love those crime scene investigation/detective work stuff.

man would i love to be a detective but then you have to start off as a patrol officer (yeah right to me) i won't last. sigh. still wanna do pathology though. forensic pathologist for homicide cases. way cool but sigh my bio's not that strong. but in any case it's hard to say cause if there's awill there's a way and there is definately a Will!!!!

O.T ..... T.T

Use to love OT cause it meant Operating Thearter but now it just means over-time and that sux!!! its that i totally mind working like, round the clock or anything but if so the pay better be good, which its not and then i should be allowed to come in slightly later...but that's not even negotiable because the whole point of over-time is that you work after hours...at your own free will. but its not totally my own free will anymore. sigh

but at least overall i enjoy work. i like what i do besides the rush for time part of it. and empy promises that i find are being made...seriously..i really do think they're empty but then they need to be said cause its what the higher-ups like to hear. and that's all that matters.

was suppose to go out today but that got cancelled, didnt even go to church today nor was i able to attend the youth meeting with achen. sigh. really wanted to. achen is like so knowledgable, he like knows the whole history of the bible. major cool and wow... then there was that whole thing with checking out on those malaylam classes...didnt happen either. sigh. jz slept and watched tv most of the day. feel like i jz wasted a whole day doing nothing...well i did do nothing..sigh. so wasted!!

had a pretty bad fall the other day so still sore and bruised from that...sprained my wrist today while sleeping so now i have two injured wrists. one sprained and the other bruised. hahaha!!! nice huh??? lolx!! knees bruised and shoulders sore too. haha!! still can manage working but it hurts like hell to carry those pumps from the trolly to the bed. sigh. and then from the repair side to the testing side. worse is those triple channel one. damn heavy!! but good thing that if colin is around he'll do the carrying and shifting for me. =D he's nice!!

gona be watching pirates of the caribbean on wed...kinda wanna catch that one..mystry of spices think thats what its called. haha doubt shuxin will go with me though. lolx!! but still worth a shot on asking. hehe!!

actaully had a post that i've been writing for like the longest time but then for some reason today when i read through it just before posting i decided not too. why?? i have no clue...hmm..anywaz i needa be getting to bed cause there's work tomorrow and its garunteed over-time for me.

bye bye!! =D

Penny for Thoughts

hard to escape, tried numerous times and yet none of them worked. life is so stress-filled its amazing and ironic that the young cant wait to grow up and here the grown-ups are longing for their youth. sigh. personally i find it too taxing, growing up that is. the older you get the heavier the weight on your shoulders and the starting weight depends on each individual's life. i hate responibility, well not exactly hate but its not exactly a walk in the park. sigh.

18 years of no worries or burdens and now its all dumped right there and it aint moving to anywhere anytime soon. man, to think in just one instant on that day it all changed. matured beyond years capable at that time. and yet men are raises to become the "head" of a house. sometimes i wonder if its really that they're raised to be or just by nature they take that role. i mean when parents raise their kinds i doubt there's any main differences between how they raise a daughter compared to a son?? o.O??? i doesnt know!! haahaha =p

watched the Da Vinci Code like a couple of weeks ago. and found that contrary to what everyone is saying, I LOVED THE MOVIE!!! hehe =p
it had a great plot and storyline. a really good "who-done-it" murder mystery movie, yes religion - mainly christianity was at expense and placed in a questionable state but only the faithless will question. a religion is a belief and a relationship one makes with God, therefore who am i to question? i do not doubt His love and that's all that is necessary for a Christian. love plants itself in one's heart and roots from there to spread.

loved the whole history vibe it had to it. kinda happy that i like history and was able to understand what was going on. lolx! but not everything i can comprehend so yeah gonna have to read up on some stuff and double check hehe. kk tv time!!!! =D

Reality Check

Depression is just a state of mind, just like fustration and all those other kinda stuff. sigh. its like i feel something and can't express it. angry and fustrated, upset!! more in disbelief then anything else. can't understand and just dont get it. why am i not understood or believed?? over-reaction! ha! one simple compound word...starting to hate that word man. so lost my mood for like everything. graduation is just on wednesday and yet im excited yet bleah! but at least i get away from work for a couple of days. but then again i love work, hate the agency, can't stand some of the people, well more like just one person. so thankful its just a few more weeks then bye bye. unfortunate part is that that person wants a job here, applying for an opening and there's one. sigh. anyone but him would be great but i doubt it. i really do. but still. sigh.

kk dont wanna think about it too much so im off to get some sleep. need it haven't had a good rest in the longest time these past few days.

TG

What does that mean?? i myself still figuring that out. well i know what it stands for but what it means to me is hard to say.

actaully wanted to type here but just now my mom came in so mood kinda changed, gonna be getting a headache soon, nag nag nag...forever man. sigh.

nevermind, let me figure out what it means first then maybe i'll type it here for you to read... hmm?? maybe...maybe....

but i know one thing, cant help watch or look or wait or worst still be in the workshop most of the time..... i so needa gather my thoughts then sort them all out by priority but mabumby stands alone that's for sure....where do the others like TG fit im still figuring that out....or should i say debating?? sigh...i don't know...

Sydney

Just came back from sydney this past saturday. lolx left on monday for a business trip, needed to be certified to continue with the job im currently doing. it was fun. the plane ride was a little bumpy, there was turbulence man, but overall a good ride. watched Big Momma's House 2 then fell asleep lolx!! reached sydney at like 6am and was picked up by one of the directors of baxter, mr. martin and he took us to have coffee and get something to eat cause andy didnt wake me to have breakfast in the plane. after breakfast he took us over to training and that's where we met vinh (he's from vietnam). then he told us to get in his car and he drove us to his place because he needed to pick up his daughter and take her to school. lolx school starts at about 9am there and ends at like 3pm.

the weather was beautiful!! nice and cool but cold at night haha. training was from about 10am to 430pm and then we were taken back to our hotel. since it was really dark out at like 7pm (looked like 11pm) we decided to order room service and watch a movie. just like heaven totally recommended by me to watch!!!

the hotel was pretty nice as well but was mainly there only to bath and sleep? lolx!! was out most of the evenings, taken for dinner by our trainer and director(s). but overall the weather and the scenery is totally breath-taking...anywaz the second day was pretty much the same except for Charlie picking us up in the morning (he is one of the directors of Baxter in sydney). he drove us over to Baxter to check out the place and show us around. the place is freakin' huge!!! AND it was the first time i got to sit in a Honda-CRV (my dream car!!!!! ah...so cool and nice lolx!!) then it was off to training and then again sent back to the hotel to have a quick shower then we went with vihn and charlie for dinner at this one italian restaurant. the servings are so big!! but good man. first time i got to eat oysters. hehe!!

kinda went on like this for the rest of the week except for thursday vihn took us to macquiere mall, again it was huge!! man the more i was like there walking around the more and more i missed home man...everyone was so friendly and nice and the weather and the space!! the open space and fields and sky with the sun. man felt so sad to leave. friday we ventured into the city on our own. probably not the greatest given the fact of everything that happened which i shall not type out here..

anywaz reached the hotel late on friday, which means that i slept late and then overslept the next morning. missed my cab which was suppose to be there at 5am and i was suppose to be at the airport at like 6am but i only woke up at like 6am and panicked like nobody's business!! totally freaked me out man. then it was like total rush and was so thankful for packing friday evening after returning back from training.

anywaz reached the airport just in time to check-in and then just nice got the plane. so thankful we didnt miss it. would have been totally screwed if we did. the ride back was a total disater but again shall not type that here, so not nice. lolx!! actually just don't wanna talk about it nor remember it, not a good experience at all!! anywaz got back and now its busy busy busy. sigh....

=D

Update

Been yet another while since i've last written anything here. trying to get myself to write more often but just can't get myself to actually do that.

again nothing much really going on. im just sitting here right now typing this, typing whatever comes to my head. doubt this will be long cause im like chatting while i write this. haven't really been thinking much so yeah no thoughts or anything for today. not that there's nothing on my mind its just that its like so much and i don't know how to get it all out and into words. easier said than done. sigh.

lately things don't surprise me that much, nothing really amazing going on lately either. heard about some stuff but eh...sigh. can't wait for friday, amelia's 21st birthday, finally get to catch up with shy and jia ling. been wanting to talk to them but its like, i don't wanna talk on the phone for long and when im online its like they're not. sigh.

just last sunday was achen's last service with this church in singapore. kinda sad to see him leave, never seen anyone so involved with the youth before like he was, never really seen anyone just say yes and encourage and never say 'no'. wonderful man, a cheerful, joyous man. i still remember the first time i met him was here at the house the day my dad's body was brought back. he just stood there and when i came out smiled at me and shook my hand.
he just smiled.....

april's coming to an end soon, and that means the months are going by fast and they're gonna be getting faster in just another week. everything is counted, everything has a time and a number. don't ask too much you don't wanna know.

i miss the normal days. when things were perdictable and i knew what i was doing and who i would be with for the days to come, but now its like all up in the air at all times and im not liking it very much. nothing ventured, nothing gained. i don't really like that saying when its applicable to me. anyway, i just had something pop up in my head so gonna go and write that all down. for some reason i find it not meant to be posted here. =D hehe!! if you wanna know (shy, jia ling) just sms me or msn ok?!
bye-bye!!!

New

Everything is new now. new layout, new year, new job new everything. just hope it stays as new after a few months. lolx!!!

so far work is a little boring. i started on monday april 3rd, had training for like the first 2 days after that it was to the field. did a couple PM at NUH and then 3 pumps at TTSH. i miss is there, les is the same and kasturi as well. everything with those two was just do. colin was the same. miss those days of attachment there. stressed about it so much but now i miss it like crazy. anywaz im working with baxter healthcare and i was employed for their upgrading project. heck a jobs a job, i mean it does get boring and stressful but overall it is fun. i love the actual working on the pumps. taking them apart and then putting them back together, love the sense of doing something right when i actually get to repair and rectify a problem with it. so cool. but the fact of knowing what's exactly wrong with the equipment aint that simple. it takes experience to know those faults.

miss poly life, miss my frenz more then anything!! we so needa meet up and hang out!!!!! that's an order not a suggestion. lolx!! =p but yeah miss that laughing and the joking around just talking crap and laughing till my stomach hurts. =D

not really in the mood to write out a proper entry or anything. not like anything major's gone on. today is Palm Sunday...and this is passion week !!!! which means service throughout the week as well as a holiday ( i know its a sad day but its a day off from work but its spent in church) and then there's Easter!!! i love this holiday. easter and christmas. the birth and ressurection of Christ)

guess i'l end it here. maybe i'l post my long entry eventually. not done with it yet but still debating whether or not to post it publicly...have to check with shy and jL first tho. lolx!!

gdnite!!

Bored

Bored outta my mind but heck it's a short break that i get. anywaz had an interview with Baxter on tuesday and from what was told to me...i got the job and i start in April. training first then yeah. hehe cant wait. im all excited now!!

gonna be learning how to swim..so needa learn that. like hello!! cant swim hahaha lame man.. =D actually im more afraid of drowning then anything else....kinda scared of water. haha weird right?? but i love the water when it comes to bathing hahahaha!!

nothing much going on nowadays....guess once work starts it's gonna be like no posts for a long while but there might be one in the first or second week....hahaha!!

but for now its bedtime for me...gdnite!!!

IAP Presentation

Today was IAP students presentation day so yea i had to present today. it was pretty ok, i mean was a little nervous about the content and such but i guess it was actually ok. anywaz first was shawn, then hairul, then jia ling, then efin, then deon and finally me!!! haha!! not very nice to go after those two....scary...anywaz i just went up there and began and then yea i think it went pretty good. the only problem was fooL and his stupid questions about strain gauges....WTH!!! really don't get it with him and strain gauges...same thing..exactly the same thing happned for FYP!!!! sigh

but after all presented it was fun just hanging out with everyone again. we all had lunch over at the cafe then parted from there. some went back to BME and some left from there. most of us went back. paid for prom then left.

the before eating and after presentation photo-taking session was fun. haha lionel made a literal 360° hahahaha took amelia and shy, myself and jia ling, vicky and yiting, shuxin and elmi...then i forgot who. hahaha but it was fun and apparently someone!!! yea everyone knows who decided to take a video of my presentation so yea...sigh...hopefully its nice...and hopefully all the pics turn out nice...there's one wtih us girls and jonathan our junior. he's nice man...gonna miss everyone there. lecturers and classmates....classmates more then anything else...but there are alwaz reunions just hopefully they're singapore based and we can All go for it. hahaha

anywaz now at home, bored as usual...and kinda hungry..... o.o....kk gonna go ran-sack for food!!! bye bye!!! =D

We've graduated!!!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Okay i know it aint exactly new year yet but heck i aint gonna be writing for a while. so busy and just argued with my mom. she doesn't get it man. i plan my time for me to cater to me myself..not her and everyone else....so troublesome and yet im anti-social. heck!!

anywaz its the year of the dog. dogs are cute...i love doggies...anywaz long holiday!!!! im happy for that but man its gonna be cut short because of final report. can't believe attachment is gonna be ending soon. so gonna miss it and everyone there. sigh. final report and then presentation..more worried of the presentation then anything else.

kk its time for dinner. lolx!!! then bed tomorrow there's church.. =D gdnite!!!

MCs

Hate those two letters....had way too many lately...sigh but what can i do?? hmm....im bored right now. tomorrow its back to TTSH yay!!! bully lesley!!!! hehe!! no but really and honestly i enjoy and love working there, its great really!! dont want it to end man. especially so quickly. just like how many more weeks left?? 5 weeks!! just 5 weeks that's all.... =( im so sad!!!! i needa get those videos from lesley and put them in my hardrive for memories....sigh.. hahahaha!!! they're damn hilarious!!! i love the ones that i take...im just good..what can i say! haha!!

sigh now sine everything is coming to an end its like yeah final report...just finished putting in the extra headers for my chapters but havent written anything yet, let alone do the corrections. the worst part of everything is that after IAP is over...then that means poly is over and that's even more sad....i LOVE my class...had a blast man. all the lame jokes and the crap talking and the laughing..the laughing i'l never forget or the squeezing into the left and then zul trying to jump inside. hahaha!! freaky but damn hilarious or when he posed infront of the lift door from the inside as though he was squashed inside. hahahaha!!! think he gave that guy on the third floor a shock man. hahahahah!!! think that was on our way home from BRE lab. sigh. hopefully those memories never leave me but stay and more get added on. =D

kk i needa go shower and sleep got work tomorrow. hahaha!!! gdnite!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Ok so i know that today is not exactly the 1st but heck cut me some slack here. anywaz, new year was fun, celebrated zack's birthday on the 31st and then rode home in the back of des' truck, with uncle thomas driving of course then came home toasted at midnight then talked to shuxin for a while then went to bed. didn't really get to sleep late though cause my mom woke me up for breakfast, well i mean for good reasons but still...sigh...anywaz let me tell the whole story of my christmas come new year.

started with me wanting to take part in the christmas show at church, so i did!! yay im so glad i did it was fun and hilarious!! ivan was really good as achen and then the little sheep were cute but kinda...sigh...did their own things..lolx!!!

christmas day everyone came over here to our place for dinner, but i think something was wrong with the prawn sambal...everyone suffered man...except me i was pretty ok..miraculously!! but then on the 26th it was at aunty shirly's..dinner there. so we went oh i forgot to mention that on the 25th night my wrist started hurting again after carrying the jug of orange juice, sigh. then i took my severe pain tablet for that and went to sleep and slept for pretty much all of the 26th, woke at like 3pm i think?? hahaha!! new record for me man!!

we went over to aunty shirly's in the evening and i ate a bit there...wasn't really that hungry though. then it was like yeah went to the girl's room and just sat there and talked to dino and ji, didn't wanna play with the little ones cause i knew i wouldnt be able to like carry or anything cause of the pain so yeah didnt even wanna start. but we didnt stay late either cause i needed to take my medicine. sigh

then on the morning of 27th, early morning i had really bad stomach pains...ambulance was called and i was rushed to TTSH, yupz same place i do my IAP!! for care. lolx!! can you just imagine that i was there suffering in pain and vomitting for 10hours before there was a bed that was avalible for me...sigh...doc wanted to ward me cause he said i had a blood infection. sigh. but overall i suffered from Gasterointestinal flu.

les, vic, kasturi and johnny came to visit like everyday..haha that was nice and les and vic came like twice everyday!! that was really nice. overall my stay was ok...but still i suffered...and not all the nurses are nice..some are really really mean..=(

worse was the drips..damn painful and yes my hands still swollen from it..and bruised!! in two places!!! sigh. the first day i couldnt eat any solids..by the second i could take porridge and soft foods by the third i could have solids..but no lactose!!! and this lady kept asking if i wanted milo..sigh...what can i say??

achan visited twice, aunty deepa (a.k.a dr. anna) came everyday in the morning and the thrid day she bought a book for me, the 1 Minute Bible for Students. i love it!!! then my family was there pretty much throughout...uhm...church youth visited me, philin, trisha and vinaya..they gave me a stuff bear from Precious Thots, its so soft and nice, and there's a beautiful card with it. les and kasturi and vicky came with a soft flower that has a sad face saying Missing You, and they came with a basket of fresh flowers and fruits..the fruits were good...the third day then gave me a get well card...its also another beautiful card...with a big surprise that shocked me!! hahaha!! aunty jolly and uncle alex and jovita came to visit me as well. all my collegues came and saw me...that was nice of them. some even brought me food and others just really made me laugh...espescially colin...no one could top him man!!! haahahah!!!! that was like the funniest thing i ever heard in like the longest time!!! that cheered me up for the day.

the food was ok, but the begining when i couldnt have solids it was disguisting!! mushy food...eeeewwwww!!!! the bed was kinda hard...not very comfortable either..man am i glad to be home!!! only sad part is once i came home next day ended up at the dentists' thinking i needed a filling to find out that i had an ear infection!! sigh!! but thankfully it was the lobe and not the inner ear. so yeah got medicine for that and because of the antibiotic i had to get up early to have breakfast in order to take it. sigh.

cant wear earrings for about a week...so sad..i love earrings...hahahahah!!!! uhm..what else?? i think that's about all then. oh yeah..now my mom's totally on my case about eating proper meals at proper times...major sigh...but then again..yeah man!! i dont wanna suffer like that again!!

kk time for dinner!!! cyaz!!! hopefully can post more frequently..hahahaha!!!!! think jia ling and shy get bored coming in and there's no changes and nothing to read about IAP..hahahahaha!!! but uhm uhm....you guys should know right? =p