Just finished watching the Da Vinci Code for the second time, not going to go into details this time though. Guess it'll just kill the whole moment I have here!
Well, anyways, have you ever realized how people say one thing and then to another say something totally opposite? I've been noticing this happening a lot lately. Am I to be blamed as well? Or am I just to fall under such a category without even being aware of it? I surely hope not!
Now to the serious part of this entry. Is it possible to "give" your heart to someone and then find yourself having feelings for another? Okay first off let's clear the air; I'm not talking about myself here! I'm merely wondering and thinking out loud because though i listen and try to give good advice I still need a channel to load everything off too as well. So yeah.
Okay now back to business here. First off is it possible? Can you feel attracted to another? If so then does this not question your feelings and thoughts to the one whom you're with? How is this to be solved; split? Take a break? Separate? What?
Secondly, how do you know whether it's true feelings or just mere infatuation? Would it not be too risky to try and figure it out?What if both are lost? Gone? Then what happens? Sometimes it makes me wonder whether or not you really think things though before going out and taking action. though most the time your action is seen to be very rash and irrational! But then again I'm not one to meddle with matters of the heart, for these matters are one's that i fear most. With no comparison to creatures and creepy crawlies please!
I guess personally I'm against it because firstly I don't understand it and secondly I fear the risk of losing what you have been given. No? But then how to do come to terms with knowing which one? To be able to differentiate between the two.....gosh this is way beyond me..but I'll stick to my gut feeling of not taking risks unless you're certain that it is one which you won't regret. So as long as your uncertain don't risk it.
Some how I feel as though this entry came out a total mess. It's late and I have a full day of work tomorrow, yes a Saturday of 8-5 working. Stock take! Maybe I'll continue when my mind clears and I can arrange everything better to make more sense, till then this is me just blabbing away. Questioning and trying to reason without much success....
