OMG!!! i just wrote so much and no its all lost, don't know what the heck happened all i know is that i was writting and yeah pop-up blocker was on and i turned it off and everything went 'bye-bye' on me. sigh. anywaz cant be writting out the whole thing agian kinda wanted to do something else after writting but since that's gone i'll just be brief here and go do that. sigh..maybe next time when i have more time i'll write in more and yeah not touch anything...
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Been a while since i've written and yeah kinda been thinking that i oughtta get something written in here. watching Dreamcatcher now but yeah kinda boring so thinking of sleeping early cause tomorrow is a morning class.

so bored and yeah nothing much to do anywaz. tomorrow is mom's b-day and apparently the cd i bought..its the wrong one. sigh. so tomorrow gotta look for another. sigh. 3 hours of searching for charlie pride. just really hopeing that tomorrow goes well. so don't want anyone or anything to mess anything up. and hopefully lesh gets everything wrapped nice and neatly by tomorrow, but think that might be difficult cause she's like walking around and banging on the door and she just might walk in. don't really know why she's been like that lately. walking in and outta everyone's room and wantin to know what everyone is doing and alwaz wanting to talk. don't know why but lately its like she wants to talk even more. its like every night i can go to bed at 11pm and have her talk until like after 12am or even 1am. sigh. sometimes i amaze myself at my ability to just get up in the morning and get to school. kinda learnt something though. the earlier i go to bed the earlier she finishes talking. like her 1 to 2 hrs of talking ends at a decent time to sleep. so...think i should be getting to sleep soon so i can get enough sleep for tomorrow's morning calss. but at least i end at 12pm tomorrow. =D but then havta wait so yeah i end at 3pm tomorrow!! =D

think i should be getting to sleep. eyes are closing and yeah..morning class!! sigh...but at least thurs and fris are kinda fun. haha!! lolx!! =D

Didn't feel like wasting 2 hrs in school, soo?? i didn't go!! =D haha!! but eh not like its anything major or at least i don't think so. no more pqs so what's the point there and then that leaves ep which is just hand in final report.

anywaz spent the day out with my mom. wasn't that bad either. got a new pair of shoes that i don't really feel like wearing cause i like the ones i have now even though its all like torn and worn and dirty and yeah gets water inside everytime it rains. lolx!! but i like those shoes, damn comfortable!! =) haha!! other then that we just kinda walked around then came home cause mom wasn't feeling well. lesh it back now and that's a whole other thing. sigh. but what to do?? she's related by blood. unfortunetly sometimes.

kinda not having much of a mood for writting anything here so think i'll just write what's on my mind elsewhere. too much to write here and yeah not really meant for reading by people. sigh. sad man!! =(

Wanted to write an nice entry about what's been going one but now kinda lost my mood. and its all thanks to Mother!! sometimes i just wanna hate her but then i cant...sigh..i know its a sin but i really can't help it. its like what's so wrong with me staying up late?? i seriously have stuff to do!! i really Don't have time to print that stuff out cause i Don't have time to clean the printer. seriously don't know what's any of your people's problems and worse of all, lesh doesn't help at all. sigh. but what to do??

so what if i wanna spend my time doing other things?? is it a crime?? don't think so!! but might as well just forget it, not like anything i say can redeem me from their accusatiosn so might as well just not be trippin' over it and let it go. but i so feel like wringing her neck out!!!

seriously lost my mood for writting anything, and it would be appreciated if this wasn't asked, i don't wanna talk about it i just wanna get it out and then forget all about it.

Been a while since i've updated. been busy and now not feeling the greatest so gonna be getting some rest, just wanna submit my PDP and get all that settled then im off to bed. just thought of of saying something here, been like i don't know how many days or even weeks since i've last written. alots happened, some that i cant write here but most i can. just not now, maybe later when i have time. still have pp2 mini-project and then studying and revising to get done. sigh. hopefully i can update everything by wednesday. =D but for now, i sleep!!

There as been so much to do and like so little time to do any of it. sigh. honestly feel really bad for having someone else help me with like all my printing for all my assignments and projects and all that. =( sorry!!!! but still thank you very much!! =D

think i should get back to PP2 lab 8. missed monday's lesson and now im like sooo lost for this structure structure thing. oh well. kk gotta be going. think maybe when i have more free time i'll write so much more cause alot has been going on and yeah head's getting full again, hasn't happened in a very long so yeah kinda happy but its like such bad timing. anywaz, that'll all just have to wait till i have more time on my hands. =)

How much more worse can today get?? firstly, its like i get cramps that hurt like hell and then yeah go and do a stupid thing which was to drink cold stuff, better still can ask shuxin to buy it for me. =P hahaha!! jia ling was like...!!...that was very smart of on my part. lolx!! anywaz was feeling a little better while sitting there looking at pics from jia ling's com when i felt like throwing-up and rushed off to the bathroom. sigh. started feeling light-headed after that. sometimes i really hate my health but must still think God for my life and health and healing. =D yeah!!

tommorow is TP lab test and i so needa study lab 2 and still needa get that formal report done and handed in. sigh. must be done by this friday otherwise it'll be damn late before i finally do hand it in. what else is there?? lolx!! nothing much mainly just tutorials and stuff. oh yeah and studying for the finals. so needa score better this time 'round. so much to do but all i feel like doing is sleeping, so thankful i got the projects halfway outta the way. =) for now just concentrate on tomorrow's lab test and wednesday's PQS CT. 8:20am must be in school, sigh, i wanna sleep in..!!! nevermind at least other days its at 9am and not 8am. =D

kk time for me to log off and get reading through the lab sheet then its off to bed for me. =D nitey-nite!!

Been a while since i've written, works been piling up on me, but sigh just needa cope and Do. anywaz besides getting tutorials done and that EP and PQS projects. sigh. still need to let her have a look at the new picutres that jia ling took and see if she approves of that more willingly, and then write out what we wanna talk about for 5 minutes!! i couldn't believe it when she said that we were to talk about one picture for 5 minutes each. don't know what i'm gonna say, really needa start reading through the notes and all those slides so at least i have a rough idea of what to say or look out for. anywaz we're gonna split it so hopefully it works out well.

other then work nothing much. went to the cemetry yesterday for appachin's death anniversary and then went to eat at the one place, the food there is pretty good actually and they serve so much of rice on the leaf. it was so much more then any of us could eat, lolx!! i was so thankful when i was able to choose not only what kinda rice i wanted but how much of it. =D hehe!!

after that went over to aunty shirly's, fought with alycia for a while then that was that. did some research for our EP project and found some pictures too. =) sent all of those over except what i've written out. needa get that sent over to chin hou and im pretty much set. =) cool!! then its PQs but i have no clue as to how to start and what. but nevermind later shall just dump all queries unto my group's leader. =D that should be fun. kinda have alota ideas but not too sure how to express them out, know what i mean?? guess not. no one really gets it that's the worst part of it all. anywaz, later the girls should be coming over but for now sharon is coming and i have no clue what to make of it but hopefully its all good. don't think it would be very nice to be trippin' over all that happened so yeah guess i'll just let it be and let mom deal with it and i shall continue with my work and what not. still have alota stuff to settle with my com before i can fully call it mine again.
sigh. still a little bumbed that i didn't get all my music backed-up nor my sample picutre, so i lost my london brdge picture and the moutain terrains and everything. sigh. really liked all those pics of scenes and stuff. and not forgetting the zodiac signs. wonder if anyone has those and is willing to send it over to me?? it would be greatly appreciated =D