Update

Been yet another while since i've last written anything here. trying to get myself to write more often but just can't get myself to actually do that.

again nothing much really going on. im just sitting here right now typing this, typing whatever comes to my head. doubt this will be long cause im like chatting while i write this. haven't really been thinking much so yeah no thoughts or anything for today. not that there's nothing on my mind its just that its like so much and i don't know how to get it all out and into words. easier said than done. sigh.

lately things don't surprise me that much, nothing really amazing going on lately either. heard about some stuff but eh...sigh. can't wait for friday, amelia's 21st birthday, finally get to catch up with shy and jia ling. been wanting to talk to them but its like, i don't wanna talk on the phone for long and when im online its like they're not. sigh.

just last sunday was achen's last service with this church in singapore. kinda sad to see him leave, never seen anyone so involved with the youth before like he was, never really seen anyone just say yes and encourage and never say 'no'. wonderful man, a cheerful, joyous man. i still remember the first time i met him was here at the house the day my dad's body was brought back. he just stood there and when i came out smiled at me and shook my hand.
he just smiled.....

april's coming to an end soon, and that means the months are going by fast and they're gonna be getting faster in just another week. everything is counted, everything has a time and a number. don't ask too much you don't wanna know.

i miss the normal days. when things were perdictable and i knew what i was doing and who i would be with for the days to come, but now its like all up in the air at all times and im not liking it very much. nothing ventured, nothing gained. i don't really like that saying when its applicable to me. anyway, i just had something pop up in my head so gonna go and write that all down. for some reason i find it not meant to be posted here. =D hehe!! if you wanna know (shy, jia ling) just sms me or msn ok?!
bye-bye!!!