So much as been going on. sigh. so much to do and no time for it, and to make matters worse that bruise on my foot is getting worse and more and more painful and the vein turned red again. kinda scary looking, mom wants to take me to the doc but i don't wanna go and aunty sue says give it another couple of days and see if it gets better. i don't know. =( all i do know is that i don't wanna be seeing any doc anytime soon, but what to do??

other then that got my room all cleaned up and everything but now its a disaster again but at least this is easily cleaned as all it needs to do it be taken out and placed in my mom's new dresser. =D and that's another thing. honestly i don't get it with these older people and everything having to be done in the morning. sigh. anywaz there's nothing wrong sleeping till 10am. its the hols for goodness sake. i mean ok i know there's only 4 more days to get everything done but come on..tell me to rest and then make me do work, someone please explain this to me..

vinaya wants me to take part in the Christmas musical but doubt i can once school starts and then cant even go for the camp cause of school. sigh. major bummer. and want to go caroling but doubt i can do that either. won't be able to make the practice but i really kinda wanted to cause it'd be the first time, but nevermind this time i shall listen to mommy dearest and not go this year and go next year. and believe you me there's no stopping me next year from going. should be comfortable to be there alone with mom and lesh =) *hehe*

needa to be going, mom wants all the clothes washed and hung by tonight so tomorrow they'd be dry and can be put away. but i just feel like sleeping. didn't sleep much last night. went to bed around 10pm but then was hungry so got up and mom heated up some prata and i had that with whatever it was joy made and then it was off to bed around 1130pm and then i slept but kept having to go to the bathroom so yeah not much sleep and then the last i went was around 540am and after that i couldn't sleep and i knew that if i did fall asleep i wouldn't be able to sleep much cause the alarm would sound in an hours time, so i just kinda laid there but then around not sure what time i finally did fall asleep, about 20min before the alarm would go off. hahaha!! talk about your perfect timing!! then when the alarm went off neither me nor my mom could wake up so we decided to let it snooze till 7am then we woke up. and honestly i didn't feel like going to church this morning. felt more like staying home and sleeping. but in the end i went and guess it was ok but came home and crashed out till i think 5pm. but then we only came back home after 1pm. haha!! so not much but still something better then nothing. but now im sleepy again, think its all that medicine. sigh. kk clothes are done so gona hang those then its off to bed for me. nitey-nite.