Too long..

Its been too long ago since i've written, since i've had time to get in here and type. been engrossed in either doing other things or trying to get work done that i don't even know how too cause it wasn't fully assigned yet. maybe im just way to anxious to get everything done as soon as possible? i don't know. but i do know that i fear this semester esa is turning out to be a lot like mi and its scary..

kk enough about school, outside stuff. nothing going on except with the girls, there's this whole thing with ja and ji ganging up on sue and i don't blame them, i support them!! aunty shirly favors way too much and listens even more way too much and yeah its not fair nor right but then after what happened here with lesh and mom who am i to say what's right of a daughter and what's not. sigh. but uncle henry agrees too, but then again can't really feel sorry for him after all said and done by him. sigh. what to do?? seriously i don't know so please tell me. both family but then again its like sue and lesh are alot alike yet totally different and then ji and lesh are alike yet so different as well, but i know that those two are close and know all details which i know that me and ja would both like to know but unfortunately don't. sigh. but then that whole thing with church and suraj..its like..hello!! i don't know. kinda mixed up. lesh too. lewin or justin..or someone else...make up your mind. even dino said the same thing and then everyone comes to me to do the talking here and there. yeah right like any of them is gonna listen to me? ha!! i know them all too well, and well yeah i know myself too. why make someone else listen if i wouldn't even listen myself? so conclusion there is..just keep your mouth shut as tight as possible and nod your head only where applicable.

can't feel sorry for any of these people though. but then again on the other hand they are family and bloods thicker then water...most of the time but not all of the time..kinda sad...but what to do? nothing so just have to sit back and watch the outcome. and pray its all good throughout.