Just one week left and yay..finally VPP will be over and term will start. timetable aint that bad pretty ok, just need to find out which day BPD will be on (have a feeling it's mon and tues) but anywaz...sigh. IS selection was another major screw up by the IS department. damn hypocritical!! they screw up and then they make the students who the screw over take the blame and suffer from it. WTH!!! nothing better to do but push the blame here and there. and yes as students we have the right to argue and defend our rights!! we may be students and that lady might have been older then us but does that really matter when it comes down to being fair to people's right. supposedly we have the right to choose but when it comes down to it..we actually have no choice at all. doesn't it seem fimiliar?? this whole country's system is such. its all an illusion...democracy is not real..sad but true. not to be mean but if you really open your eyes the choice given isn't really a choice at all. just like IS, offered to choose but your choice is only a timeslot or just one option. what's the point?? seriously what's the point?? ok not everything is like that but it's about there.
seriously not wanting to offend anyone or anything but it's true i mean i was born and raised in a country where democracy is really practiced. practiced too as in way too much, and freedom is like literally allowing you to grow wings and fly wherever with all privelledges and all. so yeah i just can't understand it. and i seriously don't like nor agree with the system, i find it way too controlling and i miss the freedom, i rather have the freedom and bare with the consequences rather then be controlled and dictated all my moves. sigh. one day...one day....it's situations like this that make me regret being in this country but then when i think about appachin and ammachie and then all my friends yeah i'm glad i'm here and able to meet and know all of them and be able to love and enjoy their company. but then when i think of my dad...i revert back to the hate and resentment i feel towards the system for what it did and how it made him suffer...auffer till the day he left us. and i hate the country and the people and the government for it!!!!! i don't blame God i blame singapore!!!
you may think it's just a small case IS selection but to me it's so much more. so much more!! and i can't help but make it personal...it's just too many events...way too many events. nevermind..anywaz its bedtime...crime night is on..FBI files....
No comments:
Post a Comment