Hahahaha!!! didnt realize that my previous entry was written 3 times. hahaha!! sorry!! for those who were confused or wandering why i did that?? i didnt!! hahaha. anywaz today was CMB paper and to believe it or not it was all MSQ and one yes one short answer question. i know some like to say and yeah for them it was probably easy but heck it was managable and i was so thankful that it was mainly MCQ, haha CMB is tough studied like mad and nothing went it which scared me so much and the teacher sent this relief through me when i asked and he said "there are MCQ and 1 short answer question" hahaha!! me and jia ling were like "we love u teacher" and yeah shy too was happy. =D

made careless mistakes that i know but im not worried cause i know that dr. forday alwaz tries to pass us no matter what. =) he's a great teacher!! =D after that was nothing and yeah could have went home but decided to be nice and wait, unfortunately it wasn't followed by thankfulness which i thought i'd get, instead i was stripping wires for clarence and well ocme on (no offence clarence) but if i could sit there and just strip wires i might as well go home so i stripped what i thought would be enough for 26 vias and yeah left. and no i was not rude or whatever else. i did say bye, and yeah asked nicely and got that kinda answer back so what the heck. why the hell even waste my time standing there so yeah walk off. and don't say i didnt do something whe i know i did!! whether received or not i don't really bother, honestly didn't even feel like messaging in the first place. not very nice to be tearing in the bus you know!! sometimes i really don't get it?? did i do something or what?? am i unreasonable?? or are you just that spaced out that you never see or realize anything??!! don't know why i even ask, but i garuntee this no more!!! and im serious no more asking anything. i fly solo!! i don't need anyone to follow me or accompany me. alwaz been by myself and so i'll continue and it's fine by me. so from now on, you can forget my asking of anything of the sort cause i won't!!! EVER!!!

so not in the mood to keep mom company. how can i?? she'll know something's wrong and yeah she'll ask and i don't wanna tell. that'll just add more fuel to the fire that's burning and for te many days its been going on, no way man, i don't wanna see no explosion here.

guess in a way i feel like talking to someone but then again i feel like just letting it be and not caring. sometimes when you care too much you end up getting screwed over and yeah everything goes wrong. sigh. but either way who can i talk too?? one's on the other side of the world and yeah the other is sleeping and the last one, no way im pissed at them.......

nevermind i shall try to clear my mind and put myself in a better mood.